Hello blog. I need to write more. My grief has piled up. Sometimes it is just to hard to grieve, and let myself feel those feelings. It piles up and overtakes me, starts impacting my life. I started to become more bitter and snappy at work. Less able to handle every day stress. It just hurts so much I don't want to face the pain. I know I have to, though. October has been hard. 7 months mark, pregnancy & infant loss month, our rememberance walk. Halloween is next week. The first outfit he bought her was a "my first halloween" onsie. This just sucks. I'm tired of people complaining about their kids. I'm tired of it all....
Here is the poster from our remembrance walk. It was a great event and lots of people came out...
On the left is me with Ana after we decorated for fall. On the right is a picture from our local newspaper, me looking at my "Held Your Whole Life" necklace
Above, Me my husband and my sister on the day of the walk
Ana's balloon
I know I need to writer more, but that's all I got for now. I miss you so much angel girl!
